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Thank You. Please. I Love You. I'm Sorry.

by Trent Rush

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1.
Mary 04:06
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I fell in love with a British girl And her name is Mary Jane I know I'm not that original But at least she keeps me sane And no I'm not that type of guy I just don't like it when living is pain And I'll wait for you wait for you And keep chasin you chasin you So I'll raise up my hand And strike up the band And play you a soft melody And what's done is done My love's not a gun It doesn't have to be so deadly (CHORUS) And I'll wait for you wait for you And keep chasin you chasin you When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane I fell in love with a cul-de-sac It's so innocent like when you get mad It's kinda funny when you yell It reminds me that things aren't that bad And everybody's tryin to tell us how to live our lives I won't seduced by their common lies no no Let's break the rules (CHORUS) And I'll wait for you wait for you! And keep chasin you chasin you! When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane When your lovin is THC my Mary JANE (Instrumental break) And I'll wait for you wait for you! And keep chasin you chasin you! When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane When your lovin is THC my Mary Jane (3x)
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Social Anxiety 04:13
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I want you to tie me up and tell me you love me. I don't want to go outside today. I wanna stay in. Cuz when my words don't come out, I get flustered, make funny faces, social anxiety is taking over. And some people think I'm sexy cuz I know how to act but all my friends know that it's really just under a mask. But some people really hate for me the way that I act in public cuz I don't know what I'm doing almost every day. And I don't miss you You're the cause of the epitome of a mental nuclear meltdown And I don't have the time for it No I don't have the time for it You'll just have to turn your head and go I want you to let me sleep and don't disturb me Life is just too much for me today it usually is But I just want to know I want to know how to fix it Cuz it's taking over all this time I could have been living And some people think I'm sexy cuz I know how to act but all my friends know that it's really just under a mask. Sometimes I really hate it oh I hate who I am. Every time I talk it's like my brain's been running a scam. On me! And I don't miss you. You're the cause of the epitome of a mental nuclear breakdown. And I don't have the time for it. No I don't have the time for it. You'll just have to turn your head and go. (Instrumental Break) And I don't and I don't Miss you And I don't and I don't miss you And I don't and I don't Miss you! And I don't and I don't Miss you! I want you to tie me up and tell me you love me I don't want to go outside today! I want you to let me sleep and don't disturb me. Life is just too much for me today! And I don't and I don't miss you. And I don't and I don't miss you.
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Better Get Better 03:35
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British moments running away British moments taking the day I see moments coming down I see moments running around Break away from society's menacing grips. Roll it up in a piece of paper and smoke it Better get now better get now better get better. Better get now better get now better get sane. I don't want to do this I don't want to do this I don't want to do this. I don't have time I don't have time I don't have time. Speaker's on I got the microphone When everybody's with me, I feel all alone I can't seem to tell whether I've been caught or observed Bitch you're gonna get what you deserve. Better get now better get now better get better. Better get now better get now better get sane. I don't want to do this I don't want to do this I don't want to do this. I don't have time I don't have time I don't have time. Time. Time. Time time time time I don't have the time. SOLO Better get now better get now better get better. Better get now better get now better get sane. I don't want to do this I don't want to do this I don't want to do this. I don't have time I don't have time I don't have time.
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Cars Apart 04:15
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Can we take a breath Can we stop our deaths I wanna grow up faster than the world's abandoned lies Can we take the time To hurry up our lives You're calling out to me with your seductive catlike eyes And in this moment I will say You've got me floored And wanting more and I've been Driving this old car for way too long It's in the stars and now we're Cars Apart now I will drive so far To feel you hold me Let's become divine And paint our tongues with wine The drunken love we make Will be the best of our whole lives And then I'll tell you I will run away with you. You. You've got me with my hands on the wheel Pedal to the floor Now I'm shifting gears With just a half a night's drive to go Until I see you Until I see you Cuz I'm goin 99 miles an hour Goin 99 miles an hour (4x) Cuz You've got me floored And wanting more and I've been Driving this old car for way too long It's in the stars and now we're Cars Apart I will drive so far To feel you hold me To feel you hold me I will drive so far to feel you hold me. I will drive so far to feel you hold me Can we take a breath? Can we take a breath?
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Band Of Thieves 04:07
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I don't like my friends They always cut up without me I never made much sense Hangin around the ones who are looking at me like they want me to leave It's funny when you’re lost You’ll let anyone find you Like a gangland boss You made me an offer that you knew I couldn't refuse But then you told me that you were this faction gangsters Who took what they wanted from life, from the bankers, from all of it They wanted me It was the first time So we got to school real early And smoked a couple cigarettes I'm hangin with the crooks now The coolest kids I ever met Well maybe I'm a crook too I stole your heart and you stole mine But does it even matter Cuz we're the ones they left behind I'm hanging with the crooks now The only friends I ever had So maybe I'm a crook too This kinda stealing ain’t so bad It doesn't really matter If we're the ones they left behind We still got each other This band of thieves will never die I remember when There was a price on our heads When the cops came runnin in We grabbed the guns and we fled We only had one in the chamber But then I remembered You never surrender When you're surrounded With nothing But men who want you to die I'm hanging with the crooks now The only friends I ever had So maybe I'm a crook too This kinda stealing ain’t so bad It doesn't really matter If we're the ones they left behind We still got each other This band of thieves will never die Bullets flyin Friends are dying Don't you know that we we can never go back We can never go back Back to the way things were before I know we can never go back Oh I wanna go back To when we got to school real early And smoked a couple cigarettes I'm hangin with the crooks now The coolest kids I'd ever met Well maybe I'm a crook too I stole your heart and you stole mine But does it even If we're the ones they left behind I'm hangin with the crooks now! The only friends I ever had! Well maybe I'm a crook too! This kinda stealin ain't so bad! But it doesn't even matter! We're the ones they left behind! We still got each other! This band of thieves will never die! This band of thieves will never die! This band of thieves will never die! This band of thieves will never die!
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Cigarettes 03:21
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I I know something you don't It's killing me not to scream and shout Louder than you You You got that kind of shine that blinds the room You probably just stole it from the stars Like the thief that you are Boys Let's hear it for the girls And girls let's hear it for all the boys We were born to be right here Days just pass and I'm wondering where you've gone to It's getting late are you coming back Or are you still picking up Cigarettes And I don't know what to do when we're like this We're drunk and we're talking in tongues And I don't know if I'm jealous or just feeling zealous Cuz I'm out of my mind Oh I'm out of my mind with you Pictures You like to take pictures of me in the shower And even though I hate when my hair is wet you shower me with compliments that don't compare I can't wait Until we're talking about the future I know that we're just stuck in a happy place We're stuck in a happy place It's making us realize that this is real And I don't know what to do when we're like this This smile I'm wearing just won't seem to fade away I'm starting to think this is real And now we're happy and it's so surreal And I don't know if I'm jealous or just feeling zealous Cuz I'm out of my mind Oh I'm out of my mind Oh I'm out of my mind Yeah I'm out of my mind Out of my mind Out of my mind Yeah I'm out of my mind with you Oh I'm out of my mind with you
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Andromeda 04:11
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So you find all my loving. In a box over by the stairs. Is it gone? Is it gone? Is it gone? So you step out on the train tracks Hoping it'll take the pain back Is it wrong? Is it wrong? Is it wrong? All the stars are out tonight And I hear them scream your name So maybe I'll call you just one last for tonight I'll know if you pick it up, there's still a possibility Am I wrong? Or are you feeling like me? Tired? Afraid to leave the city? You're not alone. Not alone. Not alone in the dark. So try. Try to see it my way: It's cold. Don't let it take your breath away. And the lights. Oh the lights. Yeah they shine on bright for folks like you and I. All the stars are out tonight. And I hear them scream your name. So maybe I'll call you just one last time for tonight I'll know if you pick up, there's still a possibility (FALSETTO VOCALIZATIONS) Never got along with the red-stained carpet It was always just a misery market Taking one chance now I'm running back home again Always on the run from my own head Stopping at nothing to take away the voices that are drumming Taking one chance now I'm coming back home again All the stars are out tonight. And I hear you scream my name. So maybe I'll call you one last time for the night. To see if you lived your life the way you wanted to.
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Can't Get You Outta My Head 03:39
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When I wake up in the morning I have a drink so I learn how to function To do the things I was supposed to yesterday And my boss is an asshole My hangover's almost about to take its toll on my poor head And I can't get any work done if I don't know that you're mine I need you to override your instincts and open your eyes Open your eyes, Open your eyes! 1 2 3! I can't get you outta my head I just can't get you outta my head I can't get you outta my head tonight Oh no no And I hope I'm on your mind It's not a play, you don't have to know your lines To tell me how you feel about my dumb face whoa And I feel like I'm not trying hard enough To get your attention I need an answer. I need an answer from you And I can't get any work done if I don't know that you're mine. I need you to override your instincts and open your eyes. Open your eyes, Open your eyes! 1 2 3! CHORUS I can't get you outta my head I just can't get you outta my head I can't get you outta my head tonight Keep on singing No, I can't get you outta my head I just can't get you outta my head No, I can't you outta my head tonight! Oh no no Break it down (Guitar solo) And I can't get any work done if I don't know that you're mine. I need you to override your instincts and open your eyes. Open your eyes. OPEN YOUR EYES! 1 2 3! CHORUS I can't get you outta my head I just can't get you outta my head I can't get you outta my head tonight One more time! No, I can't get you outta my head I just can't get you outta my head I can't get you outta my head tonight Oh, no no.
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Finale / I Can 04:56
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Now. We are done. And I'm holding. Yeah I'm holding you. The lights are out. The show is done. And I'm holding you Cuz that's all I need for you to do for me The van is packed We're on the run Well we've had a good time but we We gotta move on Let's just pile in the back. Maybe kiss you on the lips The band's asleep So we'll be quiet and they won't notice Don't you think that it's funny How we're living on the road finally You want to pick up cigarettes And hit the road to Cincinnati We got to get movin We got a long drive We'll see you next time Ay oh Ay Oh Yeah Don't you think it's funny How we're living on the road finally You want to pick up cigarettes And hit the road to Cincinnati We got to get movin We got to move on The van is packed And I'm thinkin about I finally showed them I finally showed them That I can do anything I can do anything If I just want it more Than they wanted to see me fail I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything Don't you think that it's funny How we're living on the road finally They always told me I'll never make it But now I'm on the road playing my favorite cities I've got to get movin I've gotta move on The van is packed And by the way I know I that I can I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I can do anything I'm gonna show you
10.
How To Be Okay 01:49
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This song says how to be okay. How to live your life so you won't feel so sad like you were yesterday. This song says how to be okay. How to live in such a way that won't make you feel nearly quite as grey. One, you've got to learn to love yourself. Two, you've got to share it with someone else. Three, you've got to find some third thing I haven't written yet. This song says that you'll be okay. Look right in the mirror and say, "I love You" at least five times a day. This song says how to be okay. How to not rewind or stop the tape. You gotta keep on pushing play. One, you've got to learn to love yourself. Two, you've got to share it with someone else. Three, you've got to find some third thing I haven't written yet. See you’re the one that has to find That third thing that I just can't seem to write So go find your truth and I'll find mine. And then you'll see. I promise that you'll be okay. Just walk right out your door. Take the world on. The bad will go away.

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recorded at warner bros in nashville (dream come true omg), this album highlights the beauty of becoming who you want to become, regardless of the constant pressure to adhere to the norm. i hope it speaks to you <3

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released February 22, 2022

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Trent Rush Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

LGBTQIA+ artist originally from dallas, tx

i love 2 make gay music 4 emotional people :))

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